I failed badly today. I was shouty, angry, and unhelpful. All the things I am trying to avoid being - despite all those things I spoke about last week - this is me today. I am truly sorry - but, I am thankful that, by God's Grace, I can get back on the path and pick up my steps again.
Ha..that's me every day....my gracious days are the exception rather than the rule - I've imparted some of my shoutiness to you....you need to give me some of your calm...! Jo x
ReplyDeleteWell, seems to me that we human beings have a way of being less than we wish to be. What's pretty wonderful is that we might realize that we might have failed to be perfect, and even made a mistake or three, even hurt someone else's feelings...and can have a fresh opportunity in each day to be a better version of ourself.
ReplyDeleteSimple, but true.
xo
It is the getting up again that counts, Jesus fell three times under the weight of THAT cross and truly understands our every need.
ReplyDeletePraying that you have a better day today.
San xxxxx
Thank you San - He surely knows xx
DeleteThank you both. Yes we all have these days - sometimes moments in everyday. The great thing though is that we can start again - afresh - everyday and sometimes several times a day. We will never get there by our good works but by Grace alone x
ReplyDeleteIsn't it bugging when we act in ways we don't want to? Sigh...being human...I know it well. Big hugs to you my friend, xxx
ReplyDeleteNo matter how much we try to show a calm exterior there are times when everything needs to be heard. At least you have recognised it and can now go back to being calmer again. Have a great day. xx
ReplyDeleteWishing you calmness of mind and heart and applauding your ability to honest before God. We all have difficult days and God understands and loves us still.
ReplyDeleteCan't add much to San's comment... Such beauty in that grace that is His alone! Praying your Advent is sweet and joyfilled,
ReplyDeleteLisa
I agree with all the above. You are human but you at least recognise your shortcomings. That is a big plus.
ReplyDeleteI like your honesty with yourself. Thankful too that God's grace has abundant daily doses
ReplyDeleteI've been feeling the same way this past week. I feel like I've been yelling at my children far too much. Sometimes having a three year old daughter at this age is difficult for me. It seems like my three sons were so much easier and I also had them when I was younger. This time of the year there are a million and one things to do and sometimes the stress of everything takes its toll. You're not alone!! : ) xo
ReplyDelete~ Wendy
I know that, Wendy and neither are you. A little one later on is a hard shift xx
DeleteI hadn't realized my son had been using my computer, thus the name "Connor McDonagh." Another reason to yell!!! LOL!! : )
ReplyDelete~ Wendy
Lol - that's just the kind of thing that happens to me!
DeleteOh we've all been there I'm sure. I have been angry said "stuff" then we start the apologizing. Thankfully no one has a hardened heart and life goes on and all is forgiven. Be easy on yourself!
ReplyDeleteJust came here as I've noticed you on Soulemama. Enjoying your Advent reflections.
ReplyDeleteFor today, might I suggest Romans 7:14? One of my favourites!
Hello MamaShift - thank you for dropping in. Yes Paul gets it right here! Thank you xx
DeleteIt's a favourite for reason, you know! Ahem.
DeleteThanks everyone - I was going to post about something else, but it felt hypocritical to ramble on in my usual way, when I was still thinking of my bad moments. All forgiven now - of course it is xxx
ReplyDeleteThank you for being real! We can all relate! Love and hugs.
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